I do not think of myself as masochistic.....au contraire, the least association I have with pain the better! But sometimes I've seen myself to be attracted to...well to put it in the word of some of my friends (2 names particularly come to mind!) 'some serious baddies!'
This holds true for fictional characters till now......havent personally met a 'baddie' in real life till now! Though some corner of my heart wishes to meet one.....but I have absolutely no idea how I'd react....whether I'd be afraid of such a guy or not!
Honestly, there is something so absolutely sexy about a badass character. Basically I like their defiance of social norms.....appeals to my rebel instinct. Also they're never afraid to speak their mind....and physically there's something very appealing in the psychotic behaviour of a real 'baddie'
Speaking of baddies........I've lately been obsessed over William Fichtner (mentioned earlier in some posts), not only coz he's a fantastic actor but also coz he plays some seriously troubled characters in his TV n film credits.
I'm not talking only about Alexander Mahone in 'Prison Break', though it was coz of this show that I found myself attracted to him. Season 3 had Mahone at his best. A Sweaty, Dirty, Masculine, Sexy Junkie with tons of personality and sex appeal.....wht's not to like? ;)
Though I found myself in love with one of his older characters called Law in a very old movie directed by Kevin Spacey (yes...another actor playing seriously disturbed characters! Cool guy though!) called Albino Alligator.
God that man (Law) can give me chills and thrills at the same time. Is he sexy or is he? William Fichtner plays him so deliciously that I found myself longing for a situation where I can be face to face with a man like him (of course it'll help if he has all of Mr. Fichtner's characteristics from his perfectly toned body to his lovely angular face and his gorgeous just-a-look-can-make-you-melt blue eyes!). Of course I'd be scared as hell......coz men like this usually have an unpredictable temper but that I guess is the appeal of it.
There's something super thrilling and enchanting in facing a dangerous man of that calibre, especially since you don't know what'll happen. (A sexually charged atmosphere would be an additional bonus though ;) hehehe)
An additionl thought did pop up in my head(after reading a no. of messages in fan forums) that if Mr.Fichtner were given the role of Theodore Bagwell instead of Alex Mahone.....would he play him with that same degree of psychotic sex appeal that he shows us when he plays Law?
Ponder over that........till then take care! :)
This section, aptly named "Men of my life" will feature anything, about any man I find attractive, at any time. If this section presents itself more rampantly in my blog ......I just blame it to my raging hormones and sometimes to my slightly (?) over-functional limbic system!
Now to start the 1st post with an intro!
Those who are very close to me know a few snippets about my taste in men.......and those who don't have any idea here's a list of some of the qualities I appreciate in men:
Good personality.....should be assertive (wimps get outta the door)......should have a good sense of humor....should be able to parry with me during my sarcastic spells.....should be understanding of eccentricities.......should be a good and witty conversationist....should be respectful.......should allow me to dominate him in some cases ;)...... n stuff like that!
Saying all this physical appearance doesnt hold a lot of appeal for me unless the qualities I appreciate show up in it and give the man that unique radiance which will make me notice him.
Many would be surprised to know that I generally like older men, given some of my crushes (will be mentioned sooner than later n countless times I guess!!) are a minimum of 12-15 yrs older than me! Seriously I cannot find guys closer to my age attractive.....dont know why....
Now some psychologists will start analysing about some 'primordial desire to have fatherly affection' aka the sugar-daddy symptom......or liking older men coz they have more money or something......I'd very rudely ask them to stuff it up their...ahem! u get the point.
I genuinely like older men for what they are....maybe I find that they are more considerate and respectful to a young girl, treat them like they're special! Then again that's just me.
Also there is a certain thing I'd like to make clear.......I'm not a romantic.....I'm not into committments and stuff like that......neither am I into playing the field. I'm generally not interested in the opposite sex just for the sake of it.....
I mean I do like guys, think they're attractive and stuff but for that to happen the guy has to meet a very high personal standard which I have.
Truth be told I don't think many men my age would find me attractive (read here only as not having a sexy model's body! The thing inside my skull more than makes up for but you know guys.....*sigh*) .....but I guess once a guy reaches a certain age he doesn't tend to go only on the physical aspect of a woman! (my living daydream....though I guess its true in some cases!)
Anyway I think for an intro this is way too much.....will be back soon with a special article about one of my...er...lets just say 'kinks' soon! ;)
